Dispelling Honest Thoughts From A Dishonest Head – DeveReaux’s Newfound Words

Good to see you again, Mister Frazier

Do you mind telling me what’s going on?

It seems you’re very angry

What’s really going on?

Alright, you asked for it, let’s get it out

I’m sick of my head, the weight, it’s pulling

Me down to ground, barrel to the cranium

It seems I’m taking laxatives with all the shit

I’m spewing, crazy deranged murderous shit

That kid died and I don’t care they’re getting detained but I don’t care he got kicked out well I don’t care she got her legs blown off well I don’t care they tweet their hate but I don’t care homeless people bitching for money but I don’t care Dad still thinks he’s apart of my life but I don’t care work has me mentally exhausted with the exhaust people keep pumping out oh hey man you look like you’re having a good time guess I am guess I’m not I don’t care about your dogs here’s your food get the fuck out my face I need a silent place I need a quiet place where there’s no demons no monsters no childhood memories no flashbacks to the beatings no flashbacks to the dreams no bruises welts or scars no more autism no more being afraid to speak out no more being lonely pretty girls actually talk to me

Life unrecognizable because I’m recognizable

Sadly only to me everyone else plays dead

Passive diffusion of my wants or needs allows

For them to ignore how I’m feeling, how I’m burning up on entry and when I crash land

On top of their pretty little environment

Blame me for existing, blame me for being

It’s my fault I’m this way, all my fault

Yeah sure, I asked to be born

I asked to be born behind everyone else

I asked to be born to a drug addict

I asked to be born in one of the worst cities

I asked to be born black

I asked to be born socially regressive

Yeah, I asked for that

Source: Dispelling Honest Thoughts From A Dishonest Head – DeveReaux’s Newfound Words

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